News of No News

Well I had really hoped that we would hear something this week, but no news, nothing, nada. I am going through so many emotions and thoughts I am not sure where to begin. I remember when I was pregnant with my son, at least I had a due date, at least I could feel him kicking and squirming inside of me. I knew that he was safe and sound. And so I wait not knowing the status of my children; who they are, if they are healthy, sad or happy. The wait did not seem as hard when we were adopting from Ethiopia, mainly because we were expecting a long wait for referral for our daughter, and we were surprised when her referral came really fast. It just proves that there are no guarantees in adoption, but I do believe that things work out the way they do for a reason.